u can get panic on mandy if something happens, cos u realise you’re not in any state to manage anything… like once my friend decided that his pregnant wife was dead or something bad cos she didnt answer the phone and they had some phone answering arrangement, and he got panic, he was doing my head in all the way home, like, its 7am, i wonder what she might be doing?… lol. actually the only drug i’ve found that can give me real panic is mushrooms… once my mind starts to tilt a certain way i seem to accept the quite irrational possibility of impending doom and will seek out irrelevant things that could be a possible cause of death…
but yeh i bet some rc’s are nasty. trouble is with so many rc’s (there are many piperzines, like i used to like bzp but there are lots of variations), its hard to know what u took. many drugs will crystallise, that said, maybe not in quite the same way as mdma, but its hard, someone tells u ‘this is mdma’ you’re not gon stand there and study it for ages. whenever anyone says ‘panic’ tho, the rc i think of is mdpv… i’ve not done it or know anyone that has, just read about and seems to get quite a bad rep…
