@dubstep_joe 472797 wrote:
I had similar feelings/’afterglow?’ on MXE… Like I had discovered something… That my life was changed er….
Reading the bluelight megathreads there is plenty of people saying it’s a miracle molecule, and that there life has completely changed..
Thinking about this, it always reminds me reading about delirium/delirium experiences..
Thoughts? 🙂
i’ve had some special experiences and if it does, the learning part seems to come in the latter – residual part of the trip (which does go on a while). last night (this morning) i felt like it was introducing many perspectives, visual and thought about death and life (maybe more ‘death’, as i have certain topics of issue in my life). i felt like i was being gently talked to (without words); a series of purpose made topics with imagery seemed to fill my head. i had a bit of a light deprivation trip (as my trip companion was sleepy) and spent some time meditating and tripping out on small bits of light coming into the room. i was very limited in what i could do and this just seemed to make the trip deep and very touching.
i felt it was insightful with much potential for spiritual development. i am/was shocked actually… i felt so ‘connected’ and at peace. in each of these experiences, i never would have expected this type of thing, and each time it amazes me. its seems like it is there for those that want to ‘tune in’…
i found the social element to be quite challenging, although it was fun to have some munchkin madness with mr fader. i did much more than i wanted to and in the first half it was fairly heavy going, but i think this was due to the stress of trying to manage a social situation… i think i prefer this one for a solo trip with little distraction.
imo, this is not a drug to be taken lightly
edit: just to say i’ve never experienced anything close to this in terms of what feels like an enlightening experience; it feels balanced, calm, serene… incredible. i’m sure there are many other drugs that may have this potential, but what i like about mxe is that you don’t have to surrender under some force/ or also… there is no paranoia or other distraction. its just simple and flowing, gently gently. not all of what it has been showing me is what you may call ‘nice,’ but there is a warmth there that even viewing something that could be disturbing, it seems like there is a ‘rhyme and reason’/ a necessity behind it in order to educate/ enlighten … nonetheless it feels like it has a lot of potential power and demands respect…have i said enough lol?… ok you get the point… :love:
