@Randomhead 472447 wrote:
I m-holed the first time doing MXE, havnt tried it again since. it was a really bad experience because i didnt know what to expect. now i do i rekon i could have a banging time on it if i do small amounts and built up over the evening.
i did a little over 100mg (a lot for me) and i thought for a little while i would just go completely west and lose my mind and wake up in some weird position, probably dribbling… but na, not even close, none of that happened… i did feel semi-detatched on the come up, but after that it was a-maze-ing (as can be for doing drugs on your own lol). i was on some beautiful trippy plane (not flying plane) and thoughts seemed so special. such an incredible feeling of alignment in the mind, new perspectives, understanding of energies (fawkin hippy). i went for a really nice trippy walk to a field and came back and listened to symphonix and even had a little wobbly bop. coming down i even made some simple, down to earth decisions based on these energies, such as… i’m moving out, don’t know where to yet, but somewhere modest (cheap lol), as i feel like not having real privacy is too distracting if you’re trying to do something creative.
tbf, the 1st time i did it (was after a night out clubbing) and i did get a quite worried after a while, not knowing where i was going or where it would end, if i was ever going to get any sleep and it did get a bit emotional when it was over… i made a trip report about it (in the wrong section n00b, actually in this section), but i think that was just cos i went far out and i get para easily and that it was the 1st time. i went further out this time and it was great!
randomhead, when you say m-hole, do you mean like a k-hole where you’re mind disappears and you can’t move?… (i’m not sure if that is the official definition of a k-hole, but thats what happened to me and my friend on it) or is it something else,… just feeling really out of it?
