So straight to the point; this weekend I did quite a bit of Ket and found myself thinking very profound things. I mean I’ve hit the K-hole before but Ketamine generally makes me too confused to have any (abstract) logical thoughts. I tend to just ramble complete bollocks either in my head or if there’s people about I’ll express my thoughts but it is usually really stupid shit which isn’t worth a second consideration. This time though my mind invented a new theory as to what the afterlife may consist of.
How I found myself thinking this I really don’t know; the idea just sought of leapt to the front of my mind and I found it really hard to shake off the feeling that there might be something in it until I’d sobered up. In retrospect I don’t believe this idea I just find it an interesting theory; more plausible in my opinion than the religious variation of the afterlife where you are punished for living a negative life and rewarded for positivity.
Anyway the thought was this. What if when you search the skies at a night and you can see the Milkyway (or any other galaxy/collection of stars) what you’re actually seeing is a collection of souls/energy from deceased beings here on earth congregating to create a larger and greater energy. What if this collective energy is slowly building to form the foundations of the next cycle of life. Earth and the other planets in our solar system are a fairly insignificant speck in relation to the vastness of the infinite universe where we reside. It seems unlikely that Earth is the first and only planet to have supported any level of intelligent life. We could well just be at a point in time where we are the only planet supporting such life forms at the moment.
When Earth ceases to support life who’s to say that the cycle won’t be restarted on another planet in another galaxy. Perhaps the ‘Big Bang’ occurred once enough energy had gathered from the previous sequence, perhaps this is waiting or even on the verge of happening somewhere again soon.
Perhaps just a daft drug fuelled delusion (my favourite kind of delusion) but to me it seems more likely that when we expire our energy/soul is released into ‘heaven’. Except heaven isn’t as it appears in a religious context, there is no higher being with any intended fate for us, no eternal tranquillity or torment. We simply gather (without any level of conscious awareness or thought) together in harmony waiting to be bound together or for something to trigger that ‘big bang’. Perhaps even different personality types are drawn together to different areas of space to form particular atmospheres and environments.
Who’s with me and who thinks I’m a witch again lol.
Hmm seeing my thoughts written down and reading them, doesn’t make as much sense as I initially thought, I just come across as a metalist lol.
Damn it! Ketamine made it make sense.
