Party Vibe

MDMA for me thanks. Not as addictive or physically harmful; but enhances sexual performance in the same manner.

@DangerousDave1 560680 wrote:

I can’t buzz off Mkat, I’ve obviously never had good stuff, but even bfore the ban I never really found it that enjoyable.. Almost anxious like high for me.

Psyentist- I can never ever ever get an erection when using MDMA, not even close! Sometimes I even cant ejaculate even the next night (or takes me AGES), which makes my girlfriend all the happier I guess haha..

Ditto on the mephedrone comment. I thought it was shit and never got a buzz of it, just left me with an amphetamine like wired feeling. But my brain chemistry is fucked. Know I had good stuff because everyone else I knew who took it loved the stuff, more so than md, but probs only because it’s like half the price, even since it became illegal. I’m immune to cocaine oddly enough too. Doesn’t matter how pure or how much you give me, I simply gain no pleasure from it, not even a hint of a buzz.

Getting it up on md is no issue, reaching climax however is another matter. 3-4 hours can easily go by without me coming, then I just succumb to fatigue lol. Like you said though the gf rarely complains lol

@DangerousDave1 560693 wrote:

Thats unbelievable how you mention you can’t get high from coke? Thats exactly the same as me!

I’ve had stuff that has been supposedly brewed from the volcano gods of south america and all it seems to do is kill any other buzz I have going on at the time, be it alcohol, md.. any buzz! And I am the only one who can’t get high off it.

Maybe we have a similar brain, who knows hahaha!

With regards to MDMA, my dick goes probably 1/2 the size of its usual flaccid size when I’m high, its pretty unnerving to say the least.. Im not sure if I’d want my gf to see it in that state lmfao!

As if, you’re the only other person I’ve known/heard of that claims to be impervious to cocaine. All my mates reckon I’m bullshitting because they’ve never heard of such a thing and think I’m just denying it because I love md so much. What’s weird though is I get the symptoms of being on coke; slight pupil dilation, maybe a bit of a jaw wobble (nothing I constitute as a gurn though), increased heart rate and can’t stop talking about myself and at people rather than to people lol. But no hint of feeling good, although I’m aware of my change in behaviour, but that just makes it less enjoyable because I behave like a dick and don’t even get the ego boost to compensate haha.

Yeah good ol’ acorn cock, most stims do that to me, makes me want to weep sometimes going to the toilet and just seeing this pathetic shrivelled excuse for a bellend where my cock used to be hahaha.

@DangerousDave1 560705 wrote:

I know yeah thats what’s shocked me so much hah! I don’t even get any physical side effects, the only thing I ever do notice, like I mentioned, is the instant kill of any buzz.. I could be flying around the room on md and hit the ground with a almighty thump the moment I have a line of coke..

I really never have got the whole cocaine thing, but now hearing that it doesnt effect you either, turns out that maybe it is just me all along!

Tell you something interesting: Lidocane the local anesthetic doesn’t work on me, I have to go to hospital for dental work where they use different/more aggressive stuff..

Now this could be way off because im not totally sure how coke/lido relate, but it may very well have something to do with why I dont react to coke?

I just put it down to my messed up brain chemistry. I have bipolar/some sort of undiagnosed and unidentifiable mood/personality disorder lol. I’m a real Jekyll and Hyde type. Can be the most hospitable, caring, emphatic, generous guy you know; which is where I’m at most of the time. But I have a much darker, sinister and callous side to me too. But when I enter into devil mode I’m like a totally different person, I’m not just myself but angry, I take on a whole new persona.

Over the years I’ve tried quite a few prescribed meds to manage my mood swings and chronic insomnia and nearly everything they give me has an adverse reaction or does the opposite they expected. I’ve concluded that they can’t remedy me until they know what’s actually broken so given up prescribed meds, just awaiting psychotherapy. The oddest reaction I’ve had to a prescribed med though was probably Zolpidem, which was meant to tranq me and treat insomnia. Took one low dose tablet the night it was prescribed and instead of falling asleep I flew into a horny rage. Blacked out and smashed some shit up in my house with no memory of it, I have anger issues but never suffered amnesia during an outburst before. Additionally despite having had sex earlier that day I was so horny I literally considered raping my girlfriend, that’s when I just flushed the other 27 tablets, ate a load of non-prescribed Xanax and locked myself out my own house and spent the night in my garage. It was fucked up, and all from something that was meant to calm and aid sleep? Don’t let the pharma companies use you as a guinea pig.

Apparently Zolpidem is what Tiger Woods was on to help treat his insomnia when he had his affair, he also blames it for sending his libido into overdrive. Could be true although may just be his excuse.