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April 30, 2013 at 5:00 pm

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MissWannaRollHard

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Hey I left this Thread awhile before replying to see how things change.

Tbf he has been alot better lately but I have to bare in mind he is used to me on MDMA now (I haven’t done it tat many times but I think he has settled alittle)
He often makes ‘jokes’ which he thinks are funny about it now. Tbh I don’t find them funny as it triggers off in my head the previous memories of the arguements. He says his only joking but I wonder if there is truth behind them….

Anyway we didnt end up in Amsterdam due to money problems at the moment, but he has told me now he doesnt want to try anything else and wants to stop smoking weed. Good on you but I can never see it happening no action is ever taken & when we have it he has to smoke it so… yer.

Over last few months I’m seeing how boring weed smoking is and how much time is wasted. Obviously I love a bong don’t get me wrong.

I have found I can talk to him alittle more about my experiences and he does listen sometimes n finds some of them funi but other times he sometimes just laughs at me.

I have found I have changed since popping MDMA….its like I’m more in touch with myself and its kinda kicked me up the arse in life n a weird sort of way… I cannot explain what I mean but makes you think differently about things in a good way. I tried to explain this (I understand it may come across like ‘yer right’ but yet again he laughed)

I think I have benefited alot from experimenting and yet again I am very careful n it is sad for me as I wanna share this experiences with him. My close friend n her bf share there experiences and she tells me how wonderful it is together.
Obvious I do respect him in someway but I do see it has very closed minded….

TBH I’m not sure where our future lies… This has been playing on my mind only very lately – The drugs thing is only a addition really.

Tbh I think the next test will be the biggest one for us as I am planning on taking some psychedelic’s – Going to love breaking this to him! Also to top it off I have sorted it myself not through anyone I know… so completely my choice… going to be interesting.

Also I don’t want to lie to him as I want to tell him all the about my experiences – one day I may hit something that interested him lol

He is very narrow minded regarding alot of things we do disagree on alot of things tbh I think it is cause we have both strong minded too.

I think time will tell…
April 30, 2013 at 5:21 pm

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Todays weed is different to what was around in the 90s and can make people badly paranoid, as just stoned if they are not careful how much they take. If I smoke it (which is very rare now) I can only do so when I am with some friends I really trust and in a small group or I get anxious and paranoid. Even the Dutch are trying to make some forms of it “hard drugs” rather than “soft drugs” as it is causing mental health problems to people.

You and your BF have done well to not go to Amsterdam just for drugs.

It is still a good place to visit (as is the whole of the Netherlands) but the area is trying to change its image, I expect you are aware that in Felixstowe and Ipswich there are sometimes concerns over foreigners who have been drinking too much and are being loud in the street or acting “abnormal” compared to how we act. That is very often how British people come across in NL (and many other countries where they end up on holiday). That doesn’t mean the Dutch want to abandon their tolerant society totally, they just want to clean it up a bit and make it safer and nicer. Some things what go on there are not nice at all.

I plan to visit NL in a few years time but I have to be careful myself on the journey back as I don’t expect it to be fun dealing with Border Force at Harwich. They are going to be a tad suspicious of the motives of a chap in his 40s who is involved with a rave site and decided to randomly learn Dutch and aren’t going to immediately believe that I genuinely did so because of some perfectly normal and legal hobbies and interests I have and a long standing fascination with Northern Europe that dates back from when I was a boy… and to be fair given that folk old enough to be my dad or grandad are smuggling stuff back and forth I can’t blame them for being curious.
April 30, 2013 at 8:21 pm

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Adam at queens-day is a winner drugs or not….its one giant party

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May 1, 2013 at 4:03 am

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p0ly

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Come to miNE BABE drugs and sex wooooooooooooo
May 1, 2013 at 8:24 am

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MissWannaRollHard

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@p0ly 544062 wrote:

Come to miNE BABE drugs and sex wooooooooooooo

tempting p0ly….. tempting lol 🙂

I agree amsterdam is not only about the drugs; I have been twice – Sadly my first time I had food poisioning which I must say if there wasn’t weed I would have died or gone home…
Second time I travelled all over amsterdam as I wanted to see the city and its glory! (I love my traveling)
The Zoo is worth a visit…. even more funny when your stoned hahahahah x
July 1, 2013 at 5:26 am

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psychxgirl

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So, I actually started with my first ex boyfriend around 6 years ago, and I did regret it because I got into it and I skipped classes because I partied too hard and nothing else seemed enjoyable. But when I first started, it was an interesting high, because you can’t get that high from weed or alcohol~ Anyways, I regretted doing it the most because I started getting memory problems (at the 11th & 30th pill count mark), depressed, all that junk. I think it’s because I was trippin’ and I was just paranoid about it. I started blaming my ex for it when we broke up… a big mistake. I mean it was my decision and I did it, but I just felt like he should’ve stopped me at a certain point even if we did break up since I had all these problems. But yea I mean looking back, Im kinda glad I did Ecstasy because I know I’m way past that and it was a good life experience.

But yea I think that you should really talk to your boyfriend about it. I know all boyfriends tell you not to do certain things, but it’s just because they’re worried about you. They want the best for you, so it may sound annoying but it’s just cuz he cares. If you really want to continue doing it, you should really talk to him seriously about it and he’ll probably think about it. But if you want to quit for him, do it~ because he’ll love you more that you sacrificed something you love for him. Hope that helps a bit. It’s not really the same situation but hopefully it kind of applies to you guys. Sorry if I don’t make sense lol.
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