Party Vibe

@Chrispydelic 561571 wrote:

Yeah, I get that. I used to be cool though. I used to do cool stuff and have cool people around me and be the entertainer. I had everything in my life.

Now, through various circumstance all that’s been taken away from me. It seems that there’s not much left of the old Chrispy.

And what do I have to look forward to? Go to work, come home, watch shit TV, go to bed, repeat! Bleh!

You have to progress and make changes which will happen when you stay clean and sober, you cannot expect perfection instantly when getting clean… drugs and drink will take things from you and obviously have, these are the consequences of using and things which should help you stay clean as you do not want to fall back into the shitty consequences.

You need to live in the moment, there is lots to look forward to in life but the real joy is right now. After work don’t go straight home, go do something, don’t need to go home and watch TV mate. There is another way to live and you can do it if you seek to know the new chrispy.

Sry I didn’t see you wanted to talk the other night man … would of msged you otherwise.

It took me a long time to get used to being sober, I know EXACTLY what you’re talking about. It feels like soberness is being mashed on drugs but you’re anti drugs (if that makes sense). That does go away .. you just have to keep at it … it’s because you’ve spent so long mashed, you’ve forgotten what it’s like to be sober for any period of time. The more time you spend sober, the more you’ll become used to it and the more it’ll feel normal to be like that. Trust me when I say I’ve felt the exact same thing, I promise you it goes away, just keep trying and trying. This isn’t something that gets fixed over night I’m afraid, but you have to keep trying or you’ll only go backwards and what awaits you down that path is way fucking worse then feeling a bit uncomphortable getting used to being sober!

You can’t fade away. You need to be the Raja Ram to my Simon Posford! :p

yeppers baby steps mate, just focus on one day at a time atm, then before you know it this will all be a distant memory. 😉