U PROBABLY SKIPPED TO LAST POST..BASICALLY IM DOING A REPORT LATER…I DUNO WHY I DID IT LIKE THIS LOL..ANYWAY..IM GONA START EDITING THIS NOW….DONT BE FOOLED..IF U DIDNT READ THE LAST 10 PAGES THEN U WONT KNOW HOW FUCKING AMAZING IT WAS
edit 4.29..still visuals..still music on…not too loud..bit cold…just stairing at visuals in windows media player. gona try play game again
4.31 . sound quality isnt as good anymore..euyes hurting a bit cuz i have to keep straining them and closing 1 eye just to type anything on phone and keyboard.,.feels like i need glasses to see lool
4.32 – ok i just posted but i thought id say..my love for people is no longer here as much and voodoo i dont wanna know u anymore lol!
4.37 – game is less fun.. dont reallty wanna play it that much now..turned music down even more..feeling more cold..more teeth grinding..less love…apoligizing to people lol
4.41 – oh wow now i can actaully kill bots.
4.47 – still musiuc, getting more boredish…still feeling ok..regretting some s tuff i did. still cant see propeerluy lol..feeling alert..moving head back and forward from monitor to monitor. and just REMEBERED I MISSED LAST NIGHTS EPISODE OF BIG BROTHER
4.50 – getting more picky about songs..listened to michael jackson before which i hate..but now i dont wanna
4.53 – cant seem stay on one thing at once..have to post here, play game and go on phone..geting distracted easily i think.
5.00 – more bored now, visuals still here..wonder when their gona go….still listening to music on half volume…still feel alert a bit…and dreading work later..still have a bit of a need to talk to people but people keep ignoring me on net..and now my mates aint replying lol
5.06 – only been 6 mins since last edit? seems longer but i am getting kinda bored..teeth grinding still..still txting few people asking why they aint replying or speaking to me..but also explaining waht happened.bit cold….not fully naked now lol…didnt care typing that beofre,,but now the thought oif typing that seems wierd..obviouslky as u can see my visuals are stuill fucked
5.09 – wanna go sleep cuz of work later..but know i wont be able to..feel tired but not the type of tired that needs sleep or something lol…would be better if i didnt have work..would have done 2 pills to extend it probably…
5.11 – had a real feeling to speak to people before..now i dont wanna by voice..only text
5.13 – just went for a piss..ive had 2 bottles of water and thast the only piss i remember having..why is that? scientists plz..usually i would be pissing loads after 2 bottles of water…before my full report..anybody doing this make sure u have loads of fucking water esepcailly in club
5.15 .still music and moving on seat..maybe just so time goes faster? stil;l enjyoing it a BIT..how im feeling now is still better compared to the PEAK on other legal drugs ( i tried mdai and dmc)
5.22. ok time is going slow or fast. cant work it out..it seems like i did that last edit ages ago..so does that mean time went fast or slow…stuill got music on..still got visuals and hard to see PC screen and phone…looking at other stuff is ok thou
5.29 -7 mins since last EDIT WTF? IS THIS BUGGED…anyway im feeling kinda annoyed my friends aint replying to texts..still listening to music and thinking about how bad work is gona be…hope my pupils go normal and i can see properely
(duno what time this happened, just adding it to notes so i remember…”kept touching dog on its back..felt funny touching her on back…dog left room cuz i was going bit crazy lol..shes back now and sleeping on bed, but i dont feel like tocuhing her back now”
GLAD I DID A VIDEO OF MYSELF AND RECORDED ALL MY PHONE CALLS. FOR THOES OF U THAT CANT BE ARSSED READING 11 PAGES WHICH IS PROBABLY EVERYBODY ..ILL BE DOING A PROPER REPORT TOMOZ …GOTA READ BACK THROUGH 11 PAGES OF SHIT…will post my comedown also
if u did decide to read it..u just witnessed a live high with a fellow member on BENZO!…
