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haha na I havn’t as it goes been a bit of a zomby last few days tbh. I’m fine now just been constantly tired recently. Might have to go running soon, alltho I don’t have the right shoes for it and last time I went in shit shoes fucked up my knees/ancles a little.
I do other excersizes indoors (yaya) but not any cardio stuff like running, which is what I really need to be doing.
@p0ly 431344 wrote:
Yeah I was just in a bad habit, just picked up for the sake of it didn’t even realise i was doing it really.
Thats my problem too. I have quite a lot of different substances at home, and there just laying there. I think I have some wierd obsession with collecting and having as many available as I can even if it can be weeks before I try any. Can be quite a waste of money for the month for me tbh.
First weekend at home for my soberness and i just found out the entire house is going away til monday!! this isn’t good as i always like to make the most of these occasions… baah!
Will just have to make the most of being able to walk around the house naked and play music full blast i suppose 😉
@p0ly 431649 wrote:
Will just have to make the most of being able to walk around the house naked and play music full blast i suppose 😉
I hear you brother :laugh_at: (alltho I do this regardless sometimes rofl)
lol i went on a major break for a while there off everything but ive started drinking alot more and when you have a shitload of valium there and ur bored or somethign bad happens and you dont want to think about it its really hard not to pop a few lol, saying that during my break i still took acid/4-aco once every 2 weeks or so lol been doing that now for about the past 6 months cant think of a time where i havnt had acid in my pocession for about a year lol soon as im starting to get a low supply i get more before it runs out lol but my break was only really downers and stims cus i usually find when i have a drink i cant stop myself and end up staying awake for 2 or 3 days lol i found it suprisingly easy to go cold turkey after months of daily valium abuse and i had a very high tolerance aswell at one point was pretty shocked how easy it was for me tbh ,just try and get back into an old hobby that you were really into before drugs like skating or whatever it may be for you
Feel quite anxious which isn’t nice, i remember k used to completely dull this feeling. Hopefully it’ll pass in the next couple of weeks.
yeh i find going outside on a nice sunny day and doing activities just silly stuff like taking your dog for a walk etc helps with this,just anything to take your mind off it
@wipeout 431745 wrote:
yeh i find going outside on a nice sunny day and doing activities just silly stuff like taking your dog for a walk etc helps with this,just anything to take your mind off it
It really does. This is what do too. I used to smoke a joint everytime i walked the dog but ive stopped that now, only occasionally I do that. Quite strange returning home sober haha.
I got quite bad with my stims and psys at one point. Had a massive comedown on methylone about a year ago which helped me buck up my ideas and overall respect drugs more. Was turning dark blue and everything and had bad stimulant pychosis.
Thats why i just stick to my psys and dissociatives now mainly and the alco on the nights out.
i turned purple on a 2 day mephe binge, just took a tab of cid and a 1 and a half microdots and was walking to the shop with boyle46 (if u remember him from here) and teh cid was kickin in and i looked at my hand and was like WTF and started freaking out really bad, got him to go and get me loads of vitamins and 5htp, i could hardly talk i was freaking out real bad it wa proper scary, its cus mephe constricts your blood vessels and acid does it a wee bit aswell ive heard, but ive heard it happen to other ppl aswell, proper scary stuff
@wipeout 431756 wrote:
i turned purple on a 2 day mephe binge, just took a tab of cid and a 1 and a half microdots and was walking to the shop with boyle46 (if u remember him from here) and teh cid was kickin in and i looked at my hand and was like WTF and started freaking out really bad, got him to go and get me loads of vitamins and 5htp, i could hardly talk i was freaking out real bad it wa proper scary, its cus mephe constricts your blood vessels and acid does it a wee bit aswell ive heard, but ive heard it happen to other ppl aswell, proper scary stuff
LoL taking acid on a mephe come down? i bet that made you forget about the come down though.. never tried mephe but its its anything like the mdma come down then good move taking the acid.. but when it hits you then taking vitamines wouldent it be too late to try stop the effects of the lsd? freaking out though in the middle of the streets is the worse thing to happen to you though you need calming down and made to feel happy and ok again.. very scary stuff..
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btw p0ly how is the coming off the drugs? is it working? tonight is the night for mdma and LSD though… you should come to acid monkey
Nice one man, I to am taking a soba path
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