Party Vibe

@p0ly 432048 wrote:

I’m not sitting in ANY situation where people are doing k because this is where i’ve stopped 3 month sober health benders in the past. i know the mistakes i’ve made and do not want to repeat them. If people cannot respect that my mind and body are being ruined by this substance and think i’m on a high horse or being a dick they can piss off 😛 Don’t think anyone would care anyway, most of my good mates did k cos i did anyway.

I just can’t watch people do it for some reason it kills me inside, don’t quite understand the feeling but if it’s not around me then it doesn’t bother me really. Did have some odd cravings earlier though, seems the cravings get stronger over time but who knows they might disappear in the future.

Oh and BTW i have a few Valiums i’m not taking them either. I want maximum IQ and brain recovery Valium will not help at all except for anxiety but then i’m just relying on a drug to heal my pain which isn’t good.

well by the sounds of things they would not mind if you tell them dont bring any over. your stronger then me.. i would just say f it give me some lol…

it is hard to be around when your trying to stop so very hard, but it gets easier i think the start is the hardest but if you take yourself out of situations where there would be drugs near you or K then it becomes much easier and even if your about to break and just go buy some you wont have access to it so you go crazy for a day and then forget about it 😉

so you pretty much learning form past mistakes and doing it differently the next time when you try. i think its ok once in a while like you mentioned though special occasions but its when you get carried away that your body and mind start to mess up badly

your doing them a favour also because they might astop as well ;p

your right about valliums you take too many and your in a haze all day and cant do anything or if you take them at like 4am and the next day is gone, relying on it to take the pain away or deal with it and suffer.

yeh but once you start to get on your way with the drink it acts like valium, takes the edge off your comedown and your sweet, you dont even know your on a comedown its just like getting drunnk normally lol, way better than weed for the comedown, plus when you drink enough you can eat no sweat on a comedown then wake up the next day with a wee bit of a hangover but pretty much sweet lol

@General Lighting 432087 wrote:

fair play for doing this, especially being younger and living in SE England. I wish a lot of my mates back then would have done the same… that said even moving 150 miles East I found the same K culture. The worst thing about it though is that it makes groups of users come across as very insular and unfriendly to those outside their “K clique”, especially as they’d get so fucked they wouldn’t answer their phones or MSN messages unless it was to someone what could get them drugs – I noticed how this slowly split apart a large group of my friends since 3 years ago – it also creates a false euphoria which makes peopel not care about how much shit they are getting themselves into with stuff like debts, law breaking, relationship problems…

Not had any serious mental or physical health issues recently but because I’ve been doing well career wise have calmed down a loads and rarely touch anything other than alcohol these days, and concentrate a lot more on work.

What I do find worrying is how many friends have just drifted away in the last few years – I wouldn’t say I’ve fallen out with anyone as such and a lot of my older friends are parents now so they don’t have as much time to socialise – but despite being open minded I find it harder to relate to a lot of people (not just ravers, anyone on the arts/alternative scene) these days – I even get the impression many are a bit envious of how I’ve done relatively well in life at a fairly young age but at the same time think “its not cool to work hard”

You got to do what’s good and works for yourself … I allways think that nobody is gonna be in a good position to help anyone else out if they are in a shit situation them selves (at least not to the fullest extent they can anyway). I think I can imagin the kind of people you may be talking about (i don’t wanna be presumptios – just a guess really), but I imagin they chose to live there lifes the way they do anyway to some extent, so can’t really complain. Obviously every one’s diferant, but the harder you work the likely hood is the better chance of getting your self in a good position in life is.