I have decided to return to Partyvibe with good vibes towards everybody you know who you are 😉
Some of you may know me from a long time ago and have had my account deleted several times for reasons I cannot remember.
I stopped posting on Partyvibe maybe about a year ago, I was doing A LOT of drugs and the last year has been a roller coaster for me. A few months ago I went abroad to Bangladesh with my girlfriend and I managed to find Oxymorphone which is considered the rarest most sought after opiate. Long story short I got chronically addicted to it doing amounts up to 100mg every day just to keep me normal. I spent 2 months in Bangladesh living like royalty and having the best time of my life but I knew I was spiraling into a terrible addiction.
When I got back to the UK I made the decision to go to rehab and detox to get clean which is exactly what i did. I’m still addicted to Valium but I am currently tapering off under supervision, going to NA meetings and being a good boy.
Anyway I just wanted to officially check back in with PV as this forum has held a special place in my heart for about 4 years now.
MUCH LOVE
Welcome back mate. Really enjoyed reading the report you posted recently.
@Dr Bunsen 562002 wrote:
Welcome back mate. Really enjoyed reading the report you posted recently.
Much love Dr B <3
Welcome back mate. Sorry to hear you had a rough time of it with addiction, but you’re on the road to recovery which is good.
I’m still here for pretty much the same reason, this place and many of its members have helped me too much to just abandon. The bastards lured me out on to Facebook for a while, but that turned out to be shit lol.
@The Psyentist 562004 wrote:
Welcome back mate. Sorry to hear you had a rough time of it with addiction, but you’re on the road to recovery which is good.
I’m still here for pretty much the same reason, this place and many of its members have helped me too much to just abandon. The bastards lured me out on to Facebook for a while, but that turned out to be shit lol.
I didn’t really have a rough time with it tbh enjoyed being mashup on oxy for 2 months, the detox was painless. The worst parts were waking up with aches all over my body and taking a shit was like giving birth :crazy:
@Nigboat 562006 wrote:
and taking a shit was like giving birth :crazy:
Lol, we’ve been hearing about that from Gaz. His doc has got him hooked on painkillers and it’s causing him all sorts of problems, but he dedicated the creation of an entire thread to taking a shit on opiate addiction lol
@The Psyentist 562009 wrote:
Lol, we’ve been hearing about that from Gaz. His doc has got him hooked on painkillers and it’s causing him all sorts of problems, but he dedicated the creation of an entire thread to taking a shit on opiate addiction lol
Yea lol I read that, I suggested on his thread he needs to do a quick Subutex detox. It would be pain free, easiest way to get off opiates.
Welcome back bru. 🙂
Opana is some heavy shit, i’ve had an acquaintance or two who could access it but was kind of aloof towards it and pharma’s in general and never contacted them about it for myself or others.
Good to hear you’re clean of opiates, assisted detox sure beats cold turkey.
In some regards benzo’s are a harsher master than opiates, keep at it with weening the diazepam. i had residual’s from giving up Ativan for what seemed like forever and no people who can’t funtion without Xanex and the like.
@Digital Buddha 562016 wrote:
Opana is some heavy shit, i’ve had an acquaintance or two who could access it but was kind of aloof towards it and pharma’s in general and never contacted them about it for myself or others.
Good to hear you’re clean, assisted detox sure beats cold turkey.
Yeah, it’s more potent then Heroin. And for sure assisted detox > anything else. I did a 14 day Subutex detox and really didn’t suffer much at all
@Nigboat 562017 wrote:
Yeah, it’s more potent then Heroin. And for sure assisted detox > anything else. I did a 14 day Subutex detox and really didn’t suffer much at all
i edited my post, but yeah, keep slowly tapering the valium, it’s the only sensible way to go about it.
@Digital Buddha 562018 wrote:
i edited my post, but yeah, keep slowly tapering the valium, it’s the only sensible way to go about it.
This is my 3rd time coming off Valium, 2 years ago I had a 250mg a day habit so I’m not new to benzo wd’s. Just hope this time I don’t relapse.
@Nigboat 562019 wrote:
This is my 3rd time coming off Valium, 2 years ago I had a 250mg a day habit so I’m not new to benzo wd’s. Just hope this time I don’t relapse.
Go to NA everyday.
@Digital Buddha 562023 wrote:
Go to NA everyday.
There isn’t a NA meeting every day and I’m keeping myself very busy with gym, sports and other activities.
@Nigboat 562024 wrote:
There isn’t a NA meeting every day and I’m keeping myself very busy with gym, sports and other activities.
right on, hopefully third time’s the charm with valium
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