isnt a reccuring one but i woke up from a bit of a weird dream this mornin
is all a bit hazy now but basicly i was with this girl who i’ve been spending alot of time with until fairly recenty, shes got a bf and that so we were just friends, but we both had feelings for each other. in the dream were walking along a river and then we stopped and sat down and started cuddling and stuff, then like she disapeared, and i kinda knew she was dead or gone for good, but i was searching in the river, was nothing there accept for pink glittery shit washing down stream. After that i kept on searching like a life long mission, not too find her exactly but more searching for answers. Was an overall sense of dejavu, was kinda like a movie i’d seen before or something. Anyway when i woke up it took me a while to realise it was only a dream, was left lying in bed feeling quite destraught…
its been on my mind all morning, i’ve got no idea what it means but i recently told this girl i couldnt hack it anymore and if she wasnt going to finish it with her bf i didnt want to know. so i dunno maybe its my subconciouse telling me to stop looking for answers and move on.
