I’ve not been on here in some time I think, well…..
Since I was last online here, I’ve been in and out of hospital/the mental health system with chronic alcohol abuse, drug abuse and mental health scares. I’ve only just today come out of hospital after a week long drink/drug binge, no sleep no food, no cares. I’ve slashed my right arm to shreds and have ulcerated my stomach through heavy spirit drinking and taking an overdose of neproxin, I’ve since had my stomach pumped, been told that if I drink liters of spirits again, I will have a stomach so fragile, a cracker would rupture it.
I’ve now taken the executive decision, well, my body has, to put a full stop to all drink and drug activity, as I don’t want to be in a hospital bed with my stomach removed and a being fed by some sort of machine.
So I’ve basically been in and out of the wars for quite some time now, and it’s become apparent that I’m worse for myself than I’d first believed or thought, so which kind of leads me to the ‘swan song’…
I’m going to be placing myself voluntarily into drug/alcohol rehab, it’s unlikely I’ll be on here; if at all ever again.
But I’d like to say that it’s been a fuckin hoot, and I’ve had a good craic.
Much love to you all, I hope I’m not so fucked up and shit next time round.
x
