Super glad you’re off the benzos, poly drug abuse is alot more of a bitch to can than a single substance. that said from my short time on here you seem to have been falling off the wagon alot…
If you have to work then going through DT’s really isn’t an option and i see why you’re drinking if you can’t function you can’t work if you can’t work you won’t have a roof over your head.
if you could taper the drink a little bit here and there then perhaps you could have DT’s every 6 hours for a while then every 7 or 8 ect ect until you’re better. but whats the point if you’re gonna keep relapsing? it might just be better to be a functional alcoholic.
my heart goes out to you, addiction is a no fun, i’m ~2-3 years clean at the moment and never went the meetings route, so i yoyo the idea around my head of returning to substances but at present it doesn’t appeal to me enough. Used to basically turn any psycoactive substance into a fiendish game of abuse. either you catch some godly lucidity on the way down or you don’t and even if you catch it; it may not be enough. To swing things exestiental, perhaps some of us are destined to be addicts or maybe it is in our biology if post darwinism is more your thing.
