Dudes, I tried my highest ever dose of these Amazonian Cubensis that I sometimes “find”.
Shit! Nothing like that has ever happened to me on mushrooms before. I got my room all ready cos I knew I would end up there (the people downstairs were straight).
Started to feel the effects quite quickly, empathy, oneness, floatyness and a sudden interest in walls.
I swear, by the time I excused myself, got up to my room, set up my Shpongle playlist and lay down I was almost totally in their grip. Way to many hallucinations to cope with, my eyes kept crying (tears were leaking from them). Sometimes I could recognise the things in the room but mostly not. Then the air itself started to coalesce and look thicker, the more I looked, the more the air was swirling symmetrical patterns which eventually formed into strange entities which completely engulfed and explored me (although I didn’t feel violated). When ever they let go of me with one of their (tendrils?) I could feel our molecules pulling apart so it felt sticky like spiders webs.
At times I broke through and wasn’t even aware of my own existence. Sometimes I was rolling around delirious, voices were talking to me in many different languages, some that I could understand and some that I couldn’t.
Occasionally it was like I popped awake like when you trip over in a dream. This whole experience lasted for several hours.
Once I was a bit more compus mentis I decided to turn the music off, get into bed and watch a film (I watched Antichrist, once of my favourite films of all time). Watching the film was strange (to be honest it always is with that film) but at some points it looked so clear and easy to recognise and other times it looked all deconstructed, alien and spiky.
Very strange fungi outing indeed.
