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Hello peeps.
New to this forum, created a profile here to seek advice about my fucked up trip last night. I am curious to hear if anyone have had a similar experience.
I bought 1 gram of very strong MDMA yesterday and went to a bar with 3 of my best friends. First, I took about 0,1 (maybe 0,15) g. orally (put it in a joint paper and ate it) and during the night, I took a bit more straight from the bag about 2-3 times. All in, I think maybe I got 0,25 or 0,3 g. into my system. It started without any problems and I just had a very fun and pleasant night.
Suddenly, I woke up on my friends´couch at 2PM the next day. They immediately asked if I was okay and how I felt. I had completely blacked out. They said I had trouble walking on the way home (around 7AM) and had waltzed onto the street. My friend had pulled me back and literally saved my life as I was about to walk in front of a car going 80 kilometers/hr. Missed me by 30 centimeters.
I had also sleepwalked in their apartment, something I have never done before. I had pissed all over their living room and woke up one of my friends who told me to go to the bathroom. An hour later, I walked out into the hallway and pissed in the building elevator and all over myself.
I have no recollection of this at all. The last thing I remember is talking to a lot of nice people in the bar and being reeeeally high (must have been around 4-5 AM), but not unpleasantly so.
It fucking terrifies me that I blacked out and lost control in that way. We were drinking kinda heavily (red wine and beeer) and I had not eaten anything since noon-ish. I assume it was a combination of hunger, drunkiness and perhaps a little too much MDMA. I feel terrible to have put my friends through that – they were genuinely scared that my brain was fried. I was almost impossible to communicate with they said.
Today I feel fine, but I am a bit hung over, so it might just be that I was too drunk to remember to drink water and slow down.
Has anyone had a similar experience?
Thanks. 🙂
– Simon
I haven’t had a similar experience from any amount of MDMA me or any mates I saw take MDMA. Except one person that was the same age as and at the time when he started taking small amounts of pills but a looong tome after me and my mutual friends had but he wasn’t entirely like you. He ended up so fucked off the tiniest particles off MDMA pills. One time when one lads parents were away for the weekend, he was caught by the lad whose house it was pissing in his mums fridge cos he was so fucked and that night he had 1/2 a pill and this wasn’t an isolated incident, it happened almost every time he took and pills. It was so severe that we all started selling him no more than half a pill at once, for eternity, but you say you’ve done this previously with no problems so this is just a guess but it’s possible.
Aside from the loveliness of having snortable MDMA over a nag of pills. The drawback is that is sold, end to end in a cuttable form and could possible have been cut at every stage of distribution. If that did happen you could have had potential several, totally unknown adulterant chemicals, If that was the case, you could probably have a few lines without noticing any effects from the cutting agents until ypu got above a certain level. That’s piossible here but is it definite? Definitely not.
Thanks for replying.
I am not much for snorting, my nose really does not agree with it. Had a cocaine night a few weekends back and my nose was 100% plugged for days and now it´s just running all the time and I have had some bleeding. So I only eat MDMA. The dealer said it was very strong, and my friends were also tripping for hours. But I never really looked at the color, which I´m told is a good indicator of the purity…I just think I had too much to drink TBH, and the MDMA just pushed me over some kind of edge.
Anything is a possibility here mate and unless you still have some left to have an anonymous GC/MS lab inspection done on the question either. Another, important point is “you’re dealer told yo it’s the best of the best, bar none” in many cases, that is the last person I trust to have an unbiased view.
Do you know others who took exactly the same batch that you got? Did any of them have any similar effects at all or is it possible you took more this the others?
You said you drank too much maybe which |I never had a problem with either. Maybe 25% of the times I took MDMA I was able to drinkl significant quantities of alcohol and not feel it at all, sort of like on an amphetamine.
Hopefully someone else will come along and give a afr better and more likely answer. I
i have MDMA and other rolling experiences that have large gaps in them that people had to fill in for me later but i didn’t piss in the fridge or anything like that and wasn’t unmanageable, basically my brain would randomly cut parts of the rolls out of my working and long term memory, realitively harmless but not dissimilar from what you’re talking about. of course i didn’t drink when i rolled so my experiences aren’t your experiences.
honestly who the fuck knows could be super good MDMA coulda been shit, all we can do is make guesses at this point. either way alcohol probably needs to be nixed or greatly reduced in any future rolls or the MDMA dose reduced, either way large amounts of alcohol and sizable doses of MDMA didn’t work in a good way at all for you this last time.
just take it as a lesson learned and be smarter in the future
@Digital Buddha 574838 wrote:
i have MDMA and other rolling experiences that have large gaps in them that people had to fill in for me later but i didn’t piss in the fridge or anything like that and wasn’t unmanageable, basically my brain would randomly cut parts of the rolls out of my working and long term memory, realitively harmless but not dissimilar from what you’re talking about. of course i didn’t drink when i rolled so my experiences aren’t your experiences.
honestly who the fuck knows could be super good MDMA coulda been shit, all we can do is make guesses at this point. either way alcohol probably needs to be nixed or greatly reduced in any future rolls or the MDMA dose reduced, either way large amounts of alcohol and sizable doses of MDMA didn’t work in a good way at all for you this last time.
just take it as a lesson learned and be smarter in the future
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