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My dear dear beautiful people. I am trying to find out how to find heroin hypothetically in cities (San Diego). My dog was married for a few years and her puppy was the best thing that happened to her. Now the husband puppy wants to get divorce because my dog was too weak during the marriage, too depressed, suffering from worries and fears. The fears came from the fact the my dogs husband dealt and chose drugs over my dog. So now my dog is destroyed and would like to fly away in a haze of heroin even though she has never tried it again. my dog is innocent and sweet and beautiful and has no street smarts. If she went prowling all the streets, where would she find this drug and how could she use it to deal with this devastating time. My dog just wants to forget and not live in the existence that was given to her where she can’t exist without her puppy.
Can you say thst again without the euthanisms ?
That was a fucked up read :-
No matter if your the boy dog, girl dog, husband, wife or even one of the puppies. Stop what youre trying to do
Get some help love <3
Get help mate, I’ve been in a very similar state, I tried to take my own life 5 times, my right arm is like a fuckin Picasso of scars and lacerations, I still can’t move my right ring finger properly because of it. Seek either mental health or marriage counselling, trust me, you don’t wanna spend the rest of your life taking dirty anti-depressants cause they don’t work, they just stop you feeling, not make you feel better.
Please, as Angel said, don’t do anything silly.
I know you are using euthanisms because you are talking about illegal stuff – but they really dont hold up in court.
Even if they did, there is nothing wrong with talking about drug use online, as long as you dont buy and sell.
So whats the matter mate ? x
@Izbeckistan 558897 wrote:
I know you are using euthanisms because you are talking about illegal stuff – but they really dont hold up in court.
Even if they did, there is nothing wrong with talking about drug use online, as long as you dont buy and sell.So whats the matter mate ? x
Anyone who reads that post knows they are blatantly wanting to acquire said drug for themselves, but if anything trying to obtain illicit substances to administer to an animal will get you in more trouble in court I would suspect.
But as everyone else has said; get professional help. Heroin may provide a momentary release from your anguish but it won’t be a pretty result long term. Can’t imagine a H overdose being a comfortable way to go anyway. Taking too much of any drug will carry you beyond any recreational pleasure it may provide, and most likely leave you writhing in agony before you depart.
I’m no expert on heroin and never tried it, but I suggest you do some more research on how this substance works before setting your mind on such a decision.
If you want someone to talk to feel free to send me a personal message, so we can talk in private if you wish. If you don’t know how I can instruct you. And if you think I can’t possibly understand or help; well you’d be surprised, and what do you have to lose by trying? Having someone to express yourself to and be a cure in itself sometimes.
Either way I hope you pull through this without any further harm.
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