Spending my day drinking myself in to a deep state of denial and passing it off as being drunk and up for a laugh. Things have as of late been thrust in to a perpetual flow of numbness for me, but being someone who isn’t overly friendly anymore I fail to find people nor a parental member willing to take the time of day to listen and actually understand my misery.
This site is one place I have recently decided that I can say what I want and think without too much reprisal from the b/tards and keyboard jockeys; not that I’m overly concerned with there opinions, but underneath my cold exterior it does affect me. DEEPLY.
That is all.
