@The Psyentist 542198 wrote:
Well that’s a resounding no. Lost plenty of my own but never found someone else’s joint before. Unfuckinbelievably I just found one coming back from the shop. Smelt like ripe greenage when I picked it up, yet a really didn’t enjoy smoking it. Finished the bastard of course but could really have done without it.
Saying that its creepy weed and I’m now pretty darn high now and still ascending.
Amazing the way that you notice things you subconciously crave, huh?
As for being “better off” – you’ll be different. Even on just an interpersonal level, people who you naturally thought on encountering them “let’s build a spliff” won’t be seen as a gateway to what made your feel “normal” before.
First 5 days are the worst when adjusting your balance point. So yes, in the long run you will feel different… but’s it has taken you years to get here. So expect it to take a long time to get anywhere else.
You will probably always have the “like” reaction to seeing an extra long cigarette, but it’s how you behave with that impulse that matters.
Find different FUN things to do. Life is a huge gift that is meant to be enjoyed. 🙂
