I am prescribed Focalin (30mgs/day) for my ADHD but recently I began to realize that the medication does nothing but make you a zombie. Is this true for every ADHD medicine? NO. DO NOT TAKE MY WORD FOR IT. YOU NEED TO TRY IT AS A PRESCRIPTION FIRST.
I have turned the prescription into something that I use pretty much everyday to experience the euphoria and happiness that I never feel on my own. I suffer from Bipolar Depression so sniffing up some crazy powder makes me feel 10x better. I am flying high as we speak, I can conquer the world, I’m smarter than everyone, I’m the only one with answers, I am God.
But I know overnight, it will wear off and I will be sleeping in from the crash. The crash is what makes you realize it was nothing but a dream to begin with. It makes the depression worse in the long run but at the moment I am a drug fiend. I have had issues with substances since high school and it runs in my family. I smoke pot for a LONG ASS time before I decided I’d rather not pay $120 for .25/oz. Why pay that much when you can pay the pharmacy $5 for a months worth of ADHD meds? Play it smart and you won’t get caught trying to fill things too early, I say.
