Party Vibe

TBH its impossible to try and judge the quality of a pill by its “street name” unless someone else has either tested or taken them – and its usually found that all pills contain roughly the same amount of MDMA in them; the stamps and branding are just marketing ploys of different organisations making them, quality can even vary amongst the same “brand” of pills.

Someone else mentioned these oversize pills in the USA (same description but without the SS marking!)- the impression I got is that they were pretty similar to the rest.

I pilled for the first time just over 2 weeks ago (shit, feels like 2 months ago), and even though I was very clued up about the drug, I still didn’t know what to expect. I’d smoked weed regularly for many years (I’m 18, so not THAT long) and I was worried about opening myself up to new things. I took it at the right time at the right place with the right people. And to my luck I had the right pill. It was the cherry kind, although it seems like the batches vary. I took it with my friend who I hadn’t seen in months, but was no pill virgin, and I trusted her with my life. I took half, and I knew the effects would take a while, don’t ask me why! I was a bit agitated because although i was feeling the music (i always do), I didn’t really feel anything, besides getting a bit hot. My friend was coming up and I felt bad cos I thought she wouldn’t get as high when she saw that I wasn’t coming up. I just had to force myself to let go! After about 1 1/2 hours, I took another quarter (total 3/4) and my friend said “if u don’t get fucked now, i don’t know wtf is wrong with u!). I let myself go, forgot about everything and just moved with the music. I don’t remember a particular ‘coming up’ moment, but the feeling was sensational. I honestly never thought I could ever feel so good. Smiling, no girning, hugging, offering fags to my random dancing partner of the moment, and genuinely loving them. And loving my friend so much for sharing the moment with me! That night I didn’t sleep. I skipped a whole night no problem. Blinded by the Lights, High Contrast, Barcelona by Marky…i think about that night/day every day. I felt so clean, pure, natural and in control. No comedown. In fact, I seemed to be high for the next week! Constantly moving, dancing, feeling happy. Even thinking about it now I can get some of the feelings back, especially with music. I couldn’t have asked for a better first time. However, I am 18 years old. Age may not matter, but I am fully aware that there are potential dangers. I would like to take it again, but the occasions and frequency of use should be carefully monitored. It kills me to see people rolling at uni on shitty little pub nights…what for? what a waste! If i ever take it again, it would have to be with at least one close friend, and at an event that provides some mind-blowing music. The estate-agents obsess over location, the drug-user should obsess over moderation…
moderation, moderation, moderation!
As sad as it sounds, i think feeling that much love and happiness has changed my life…for the better. But let’s appreciate these moments even more by experiencing them sporadically.