Well, yesterday i got up got a bath got ready and went to the hospital with my daughter for her surgery. i was up at 700am. my daughter did my hair and i did my make up. i sat up in a hospital all the way until she went into surgery.
threwing up and feeling like shit but i did my best. her 2 dads and her sister where there with her. So one of her dad’s ( my husband) brought me on home after i new she was ok. i cried all the way home because i could not stay there the whole time. I NEED ENERGY!
Everyone keeps telling me to cut down slow. to late, already cold turkey 5 weeks and 4 days ago. i am crying more than i ever have, someone told me yesterday it could take up a year!
to feel better is that true i was on 90mg for about 3 years started low but got up to that in the last year.i am thankful for everyone one here you all have helped and are helping so much. there is one thing i have not heard though, has anybody got off of methadone, stayed off and not taking anything else, and how in the hell did they do it without going crazy.
i love to here all the encouragement every comment is welcome and loved. But i hope someone can tell me this can be done!
thank you so much for all your help. please keep commenting i love you all
