What is Methadone?

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March 14, 2009 at 9:05 pm

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GiantMidget

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aunttish;313391 wrote:

thanks she is doing really well, and exept for being really emotionally messed up and tired as crap so am i.

I don’t know what you’re going through myself. You’ve lasted 5 weeks and that’s really good so well done on that front. Why not try and find yourself a hobby to take your mind off it. I’ve found that exercising has helped me and made me alot more happier. Start off small, maybe go for a short walk and then build up progressively. You’ll find you’ll become more happier and getting fit does become addictive but in a good way. Hope your daughter is ok. :love:
March 15, 2009 at 6:46 am

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aunttish

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I know for the past few days i have been on here writing a little about myself and my addiction to methadone and my detox off of it. I try to say i am doing ok, and from most standards (what ever thoughs are i guess i may be) but i have been lying to myself and to you and to My God. You can call them what ever you like higher power, evil, Satan what ever!!!! But they are there and they are real wither you want to believe it or not. Not only has my body been going throught pure hell, Satan is trying his best to get in my head, not with cravings i REALLY, REALLY don’t want that med anymore, but by keeping me up on Saturday night when he knows Church is tomarrow and that my girls and myself need to be there. buy putting thoughts in my head like i am not a good mom or wife because i let myself get addicted to methadone. By telling me that i am no good to nobody in this shape, that it is not worth it. Well Satan,(excuse me Lord there is no other word).

FUCK YOU SATAN!!!!!!!!!

I think back in my Bible and everytime God wanted someone to really understand how important some was they had to go through you and hell to get it. And tonight as I sit here trying not to go out of my mind with all these thoughts. i relize if i Just as God to Get rid of all this pain and suffering now. What would i learn. I would learn ohhhhhh getting clean is easy God will stop the pain when i need him too. my favorite verse is ” seek ye first the kingdom of heaven and all these things shall be added on to you (the part most leave out)INCLUDING SUFFERING!!!!!!!!! you want here many preachers say that because all people want to here is about a loving God, well to me “iam going to do my best to Praise Him In This Storm” My emotions, Satan, evil,drugs what ever you want to call it …..

you will not win tonight or tommarrow or the next. God is giving me a great gift even if it is through suffering,,,,,, the next time i think i need something to help the pain it will be HIM i turn to not to you….. and that is the greatest gift any God can give. I really hope this helps someone you have all helped me so much, i let a few of my few close freinds here know how bad my thoughts had got and now all of you , I Pray it helps and please pray for peace in my body and mind. even though i don’t know you i love you!!!!

i have 3 daughters andAll i mean alot of them lol Look up to me and call Me MoM and Aunt tishie I want to be able to live up to thoughs wounderful names of hounor. I am going to try to go back to sleep now. I took a xanax to try and help me sleep i try not to depend on them don’t want to trade on addiction for another, But is the Devil wants to mess with my sleep thinking he can keep me home tomarrow i have other plans. Even if I am so tired i cant stand I will be there telling God thank you for being here with me while i am in this storm……..
March 15, 2009 at 12:25 pm

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p0ly

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sorry to hear ur struggling, but no one hear wants to hear about god….:group_hug
March 15, 2009 at 12:43 pm

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General Lighting

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bear in mind Americans (and many other non-Europeans) do not have a public funded healthcare system like we do.

In the absence of this, faith based groups such as churches provide a lot of support. If having Church today stops the lady doing methadone and makes her spend time with her kids, then its doing a useful job…

its easy to diss religion in a 21st century modern European nation, but even here it was religious groups what set up the very first hospitals and healthcare organisations. Even in todays NHS a lot of people say they are driven and encouraged to help people get better because of their faith…
March 15, 2009 at 12:44 pm

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GiantMidget

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General Lighting;313485 wrote:

Even in todays NHS a lot of people say they are driven and encouraged to help people get better because of their faith…

They just shouldn’t publicly inform others of their faith. Well Christians anyway. Want the sack, offer a prayer to someone!! :you_crazy
March 15, 2009 at 12:56 pm

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General Lighting

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DJCliffy;313486 wrote:

They just shouldn’t publicly inform others of their faith. Well Christians anyway. Want the sack, offer a prayer to someone!! :you_crazy

Civil Servants (I was one for 4 years) are allowed to practise any faith (or none) but not to try and impose it on others…

praying to or converting customers from a different faith or none is against the rules – but the way the routine, discipline and community spirit required to practice a religion if harnessed properly can make you better at your job

where I work there are a lot of Catholics and people from other religions but they aren’t allowed to pray to people unless the people share the same faith… I know some of our staff go to Mass with the old folks, but at the same time they can’t force someone who is C or E to go there nor get into a religious argument (they don’t do any of that stuff anyway, we check up on them)
March 15, 2009 at 11:40 pm

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aunttish

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I have the right to freedom of speech , you can come on here and talk about doing drugs and what your favorite drug is and that shit is illigal. my God is reall to me and sure did not ask you to ask him for anything i was just trying to get help for my own mind and body and if you can’t understand that you are not really hear to help any body. poly you look like your pic has acid on your tongue. do you do drugs? if you do or did i would not judge you why in the world would you put someone down or judge someone because they have faith in something bigger and better than them selves. If you don’t want to read it don’t. and if i am breaking some law of this site. KICK ME OUT!!!!!!!!!!
March 15, 2009 at 11:47 pm

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p0ly

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aunttish;313563 wrote:

I have the right to freedom of speech , you can come on here and talk about doing drugs and what your favorite drug is and that shit is illigal. my God is reall to me and sure did not ask you to ask him for anything i was just trying to get help for my own mind and body and if you can’t understand that you are not really hear to help any body. poly you look like your pic has acid on your tongue. do you do drugs? if you do or did i would not judge you why in the world would you put someone down or judge someone because they have faith in something bigger and better than them selves. If you don’t want to read it don’t. and if i am breaking some law of this site. KICK ME OUT!!!!!!!!!!

i didnt put u down at all i just meant no one here (that i know of) believes in god, u are the one quitting heroin yourself not some divine being helping u. but i guess god didnt get u addicted:crazy:…….?????!!!
i do care for u and u can say what u like, i was just saying. tssssst
March 16, 2009 at 12:00 am

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aunttish

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POLY sorry i am not getting off heroin, I have never done illigal drugs i got addicted to perscribtion pain pills. i was on methadone for pain not to get off drugs not that that really matters and i am really sorry no one here believes in God that is really sad to me. but if i want to get better i have to mention the higher power that helps me. if you don’t aprove i am sorry . i was hoping we could be friends you seem like a really cool person.

I don’t know if you ever tryed to get off methadone, i am 5 weeks and 4 days and still my mind is wanting to explode with all the thoughts of no worth, dieing, guilt, and every bone in my body hurts, no energy. yes, i am the one going through it but if i did not believe in something bigger i would be died by now. i just hurt when people put down or say the only thing that is keeping me holding on in not welcome or real. I have 3 little girls and right now i am scared they are going to loose there mommy.
March 16, 2009 at 12:01 am

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O-D

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It could of been put better.. poly, you naughty horrible child.

We appreciate freedom of speech none so much as me, however we would also thank you kindly for not praising God on this forum or most people on here will use their freedom of speech to criticise it.
March 16, 2009 at 12:03 am

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p0ly

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aunttish;313567 wrote:

POLY sorry i am not getting off heroin, I have never done illigal drugs i got addicted to perscribtion pain pills. i was on methadone for pain not to get off drugs not that that really matters and i am really sorry no one here believes in God that is really sad to me. but if i want to get better i have to mention the higher power that helps me. if you don’t aprove i am sorry . i was hoping we could be friends you seem like a really cool chick.

I don’t know if you ever tryed to get off methadone, i am 5 weeks and 4 days and still my mind is wanting to explode with all the thoughts of no worth, dieing, guilt, and every bone in my body hurts, no energy. yes, i am the one going through it but if i did not believe in something bigger i would be died by now. i just hurt when people put down or say the only thing that is keeping me holding on in not welcome or real. I have 3 little girls and right now i am scared they are going to loose there mommy.

sorry i was supposed to change heroin to painkillers as i knew i was assuming, look i do feel for you i just made one small comment which was meant to mean nothing hurtful or anything of that nature at all. :group_hug
March 16, 2009 at 1:56 pm

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GrassChopper

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aunttish;313456 wrote:

FUCK YOU SATAN!!!!!!!!!

Carefull now, the satanists are awefully easy to upset :hopeless:

:laugh_at: Seriously tho, lets get off of the subject of religion and what nots, sometimes you just gotta accept people are gonna believe what they want to. For example I don’t believe in a higher power, I doubt I ever will and thats that. Just gotta let it go, most people will defend themselves if someone trys to push a belief onto them or hack at their’s; it’s rude and very insultive.
March 16, 2009 at 2:09 pm

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O-D

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Why DOES everyone hate Satan? :hopeless::cry:

He’s just playing out his role, he can’t change who he is.
March 16, 2009 at 2:14 pm

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aunttish

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YOU PEOPLE ARE FUCKING CRAZY YOU SAY YOU DON’T BELEIVE IN GOD THEN HOW CAN YOU BELIEVE IN SATAN!!!!!!!!!! YOU CANT HAVE ONE WITHOUT THE OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND YES I AM YELLING IDIOTS
March 16, 2009 at 2:19 pm

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O-D

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