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that definatly sounds like good news!!well done and i hope things move quick and smooth for you..this is definatly something you can use for your advantage in quiting!!:wink:

I have had a monster and I learnt to control it through meditation and zen buddhism. It was always telling me I was useless and no one would ever love me for who I was.
It was wrong just as yours is wrong :group_hug

It is the fear of the unknown which is feeding your monster. When you know what comes next [having some for tomorrow] then it is quiet but as soon as you are anxious its back. You need to shut it up.
Something which helped me was pretending it spoke in a silly voice as then I just laughed at it instead of taking it seriously. The fear that feeds it is partly what makes it bigger and when the fear isnt there it starts to shrink in size again back to normal size and one day disappear.

Has no one explained that subutex is a partial opioid antagonist?

This means that if you take heroin on top you will go into withdrawls!

Your causing yourself more pain by using on top… one or the other!

:you_crazy

these several few days..i am starting to wonder what kind of heroin am i actually using..??

i remember when i was back in jakarta, i used whit powder heroin, sometimes it came in small stones..and when i used it, i get high, closing my eyes but still fully awake..all of u must have known the meaning and what or how does it feel.

But his heroin i am taking in china now, is really..what i call weird…i dont get high…instead, i will fell asleep. i feel like i am abusing sleeping pills instead of heroin!

So when i am supposedly to be in a high state, i will fall asleep instead.
So i am starting to think, is it me? or the heroin?
Because of it, i am sleeping almost all day long everyday..!No high feelings..just wanting to sleep or fall asleep right there on the spot.

I did not experience the high as when i was using H in jakarta.
if people say i fall asleep becos i am tired or didnt have enough sleep, thats practically impossible, becos i sleep all the time!

i do not get high. All i do is..taking sevreal puffs…until i fall asleep..then when i am awake…i take several puffs again..and missed the high feeling..i just fall asleep!

ladywolf i am a ex junkie to an the bad dreams are bacause of the smack withdrawal i have done it befor and the longer you take comeing of it the longer the dreams will last!listen to nirvana (on a plane)..best thing to do is to just stop!!!please belive me these dreams dont last long and befor you know it your thinking FUCK me what was i woried about honest it aint that bad…all the best..:group_hug

OK folks’

Of what you fight is called retardent withdrawl’

The craving and emotional stuff of the drug seaching syndrome’

You do not need to go to your doctor and get help with addiction’

There is Ibogaine’ treatment’

Methadone is possibly 10x stronger than “H” so why give it if not only for crowd control’

Your doctor only has limited resource through pharmacutical companies monopolies’ and he has never had to experience first hand the hell of trying to kick Meth or any other opiate’ or narcotic substance’

I work as a healer’

I was addicted to Methadone “H” “Coke” wizz, alcolhol benzos and all the other wonderful micky mouse substances that go with doctors.

I eventually had enough of being used as a ginea pig so sought my owen healing’

Retardent withdrawl last a possible 15 years from narcotic substances.

I killed the whole syndome withdawal and all inside of 6 weeks and have never looked back since’

and now help others on the same road’

I can hold and taste the crap I used to take to stay well and have no emotional attachement to it whatsoever’

You know the feeling when ya guts turn over and ya head and body says yes’

It is ugly’

Ibogaine kills this’

She whitewalls body memories and allows one to trancsend addiction syndomes’

All the other things that you take just keep folks in a job.

I know I tried everything known to so called doctors for nearly 23 years’

All that pain and suffering was gone after Ibogaine inside of 4 weeks’

Not even your average detox has took the pain out of your legs by then’

There are many many wonderful plants that can help with the withdrawl syndrome that are not addictive’

So why the fuck take Methadone’

It will take you at least 21 days to get blood clean, over three weeks of rattling and shaking with a psychotic head’

Then you got to deal with the craving’ the old life style that got you addicted in the first place’

I am serious here folks.

Get educated away from feeding other folks with your health’

I haven’t seen a conventional so called doctor in over five years’

Not bad for someone who just used to chase him for a script’

Blessings’

Motamba’ nangona’

Alrighty guys just been chatting it over with a guy in work today about kicking his 3g a day 11 year habit about what stuff helped.

The one that he mentioned that was best was the kratom, especially Thai Kratom as it creates an opiate like buzz that staved off the withdrawal for the first 3 (and supposedly according to him worst days). He then began to move to Maeng Da kratom to keep him awake to avoid sleeping but still give the opiate buzz.

Anyway I thought I’d share as he says that the kratom got him further than he’d ever, in 11 years, made it before so it must help.