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have taken some valis and feel bit better but really dont have anyone,people just dont understand and can be very judgemental.most people i know would never in a million years guess my problems,have always been very good at keeping that side of my life secret.live on the road as a traveller for 13yrs and have only be doin the conventional way for 4 in 4 bloody walls,drives me mad sometimes but there u go.miss the partys and community badly,feel isolated from the sort of friends i had and need.omg im feelin sorry for myself today,not me im normally very independant and totally together,still few days n i will be back to my normal bouncy selfxdid the school run so one more stage over just gotta get my daughter from music classes now then i can hide indoors.would like to hang out till they in bed to take the subys,least if im ill i got all night to deal with it!!!

Stop being so hard on yourself – you made a mistake and you know it now. Thats called life 😉

Beating yourself up isnt going to help anyone – least of all you. Forgive yourself and move on to the recovery stage :group_hug

If you want people to talk to we are here [PM me if you want :wink:]

Take care

I’m real good thanx for askin,have felt so alone with all this,but got through it and no one came up to me n said i looked shit so must have kept it together ok thank god.feel like im movin forward now meth just keeps u in some shitty hell not good but not bad….just shit.cried more though in the last few days than ever b4,and boy did i go for it,bloody years of pent up crap,still onwards n upwards,cant go down already done that road.so glad found this site ,real hard when u on ur own,take care n thanx again,u no idea how nice it is not to have to constantly lie to people!!!!!!

Good work 🙂

Keep at it :weee:

glad your feeling good again :love:

nice to hear dolly d d, nice name aswell!! DDD!!! :weee:

how long were you on it? seems like you’ve done amazing if you’ve nearly come off it for good! :weee: just wish more people could do it.. :hopeless:

WOW, you made my detox look so much harder.

I found the transition between Methadone and Subutex horrible. I hated the clearness in my head. I hated the fact that I had to cluck for 2 days before taking my first tablet of subutex and when I did, I went straight into withdrawel.

I was in agony. Total AGONY.

I have tried Subutext now on 3 perhaps 4 occasions and each time I felt like total crap.

I am amazed at your quick process and I am so glad that you think that you can be stable on Subutex. They say subutex is easier to get off from, but there is still the very last stage which will have some symptoms.

I’m so pleased for you – I’ve been there and I am repeating the same thing again (been stabled on methadone for some years now)

I wish you the best of success and I am here for you if you want to talk about Trigger points etc. I just wish I saw your post earlier, perhaps I could have helped then? Well I would like to help from now.

We have the same goal, I am a non-user and stable. I have finished my Hep C Treatment with success and I am in full time employment (like u with the kids).

Feel free to IM or post away – there are addicts that frequent here than you think. Most of them are ex users or have had some issues with detox.

Hope to hear from you soon.

Well done and keep up the hard work